ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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May 21, 2010 18:10:11 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:10:11 GMT -5
WHISPER
Your breath still lingers on my neck, your words still chime in my ears, lies and broken promises I do hear.
When hurt gives way to anger, to tears Mirrored only by the brokenness I feel. Withered and dead, My soul dims to nothing.
The blood stained clothes are gone, But the cracks in the walls still bleed. The wounds are closed and yet the blade was still soaked in crimson stains.
The song has stopped, But the words won't stop flowing like the river as it gently flows. My eyes have gone dry but the tears of the sky still dampen my cheeks.
And so my shadow had once again run away, away from the darkness, away from the wickedness of this frigid world Away from the memories, each which have awakened my pain.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
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May 21, 2010 18:11:23 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:11:23 GMT -5
ALONE
The bloodstained clothes are gone, but the cracks on the wall still bleeds.
The wound is closed, yet the blade was still soaked in crimson stains.
The song has stopped, but the words won't stop flowing.
Like the river as it gently flows, back to it's ocean lair.
Eyes have gone dry, but the tears of the sky dampen my cheeks.
And so my shadow had once again run away, Run away into the darkness, Run away from the memories which have awakened my pain.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
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May 21, 2010 18:11:47 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:11:47 GMT -5
MY HELL
All around the sinister creatures gather, My dream grows as the executioner's axe falls against my neck. It mutilates me and darkly, My essence dries through the thirty earth, In a haze of shock I fall limply, While death hovers close. Now alone,my cascade of tears fall upon bleeding eyes.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
May 21, 2010 18:12:08 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:12:08 GMT -5
Unwanted
Can't breathe, Can't think, I feel forgotten. Can't move, Can't speak, Everyone's watching. No friends, It never ends, The horrible feeling inside, There's no reason to hide, The fears, the tears, Is this what it feels like? Don't tell me it's all right, It's not and it will never be, You're not and you will never see The broken piece inside of me.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
May 21, 2010 18:13:02 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:13:02 GMT -5
BROKEN
Was I bewitched so by the thin red line, To notice not that Time had released it's hold, And let pale Iris snip the silver twine, To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold, Existence now is not what I was told, No Seraphim or harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence and the cold discomfort of my grateful fear. So icy cold, you somehow seems to sneer, My soul until it hurts to much to bear as Mortal life mirages don't appear, Intangible are they, away they tear, Mistake it was, the curl and Hell too soon, When Razor's edge did charm me like the moon.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
May 21, 2010 18:15:14 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:15:14 GMT -5
UNTITLED
My emotions pick up speed then break, smash and explode at my heart. The great surge of my feelings impeded on all that I consciously write, I start to cry. Every tear sends waves of unseen emotions through the hidden surfaces of our lives, They roll and fall until all love is gone. All life is lived and each feeling explored.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
May 21, 2010 18:17:37 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:17:37 GMT -5
3 YEARS (A song I wrote about what I was feeling after I broke up with my girlfriend.)
It's over now Our pain we tried to hide We weren't strong enough to make it last But what was the point in the first place?
Three years of misery Three years of Pain Three years of crying I've thrown it away You tried to push me Over the edge But now I'm pushing back, and You don't like it!
You wanted to keep me yours No one else But I won't stay down (Won't stay down!) I don't want you anymore I won't be on your leash!
Told you I'd give up if we broke up I LIED! No toxins to swallow But the hurt of your lies All I'll get you back I swear it's your turn NEXT!
NO! You pushed me too far Oh! You thought I wouldn't find out! I'm over the edge Not crying anymore Screw all your stories Fuck all your Lies!
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
May 21, 2010 18:18:27 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on May 21, 2010 18:18:27 GMT -5
SCARRED
Across the world, I call to you, But you don't answer. I feel sick, loneliness sets in.
I thought being alone would be a bad thing, but all I feel is the elation of knowing I'm free, Is that so wicked of me? Knowing that you're miserable, and caring not?
You played the game like a champ, had me believing all sorts of lies, until I was so twisted, I couldn't see the light.
Don't be upset, you knew I would leave in the end, when you came clean, and your sins came out. Naivete only lasts for so long... and my time was up, you knew.
I wanted so much to believe you loved me, that you cared, but you didn't, I see that now. Clearly, like glass that I was wrong about you.
So constantly I lay, broken healing wishing I had never known the truth.
Scars criss cross my wrists, my legs...my soul. They all bear witness to the pain and agony I've seen.
This tear stained pillow, these blood stained sheets, know all the secrets I never got to tell you, never dared to share with anyone.
I tried to end my pain, the suffering, I tried to think of a way to rationalize my fears, but nothing came to me. Instead, I felt like a fool for giving you so much control over me in the first place.
Now, Years later, I wish I had seen through you, saw you for what you really were and ignored you. But you had me so broken I couldn't see, the evidence right in front of me.
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
Jun 2, 2010 2:31:09 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on Jun 2, 2010 2:31:09 GMT -5
TEARS OF YESTERDAY (This was a song... a long time ago, I just forget how it goes now)
I'm crying... I'm all alone in this world I call home. Sands of time are passing me by, I can't understand why there's so much pain inside.
Tears of yesterday these feelings I have pain hurt and anguish tearing me apart drench me like rain and tell me I'm not worthy to kiss your bloodstained hands.
One thing I can't deny Is the way I feel inside. There;s a tearing, a burning, Oh the agony..... Please make it stop, just stop, make it stop... This is rape of the soul, the torture of a child, how could you do this to me?
I'm bleeding now, inside and out Why'd you have to let them do that to me? I hate you, I feel so dirty No amount of soap to cleanse me.
The hurt haunts me Still... to this day. Why me? Why did I have to hurt this way?
Sins of the soulless Harbor my body I'm going to die I'm going to die....
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ShadaAntoinette
Wanderer
I am made of Win
Show me what it means to be Mortal and I will show you how to love forever.
Posts: 67
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Poems
Jun 2, 2010 2:40:22 GMT -5
Post by ShadaAntoinette on Jun 2, 2010 2:40:22 GMT -5
HIDDEN
I know I'm not normal I know I'm insane I get it, you hate me, But I'm not ashamed.
You're the one who needs help, You're the one who needs a life, You're the one who said I was a freak, I just agreed.
Don't try to put this on me... Don't pretend you're fooling me, you aren't, and it's just pathetic I wanted to be left alone, You were the one who approached me, calling me names. You were the one who laughed when I dropped my books, because you pushed me. You were the one who got into that car accident, and said I was a Witch. And to tell you the truth, it was me, I hope you're happy.
You had to push, You had to make yourself feel better, But who's in the hospital?
You had to make fun of me, You had to claim I was a whore, Who may not walk again?
You see me now? Do you believe me now? Are you going to listen to me now?
I'll get you in the end, you see, And maybe then you'll see, You don't want to mess with me.
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